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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

i need to.....ARGGGGHHH!!

God!! when will i ever learn??.. ok before i start ranting.. i need to apologize for my 2 weeks leave or something... i dont know who even signed the papers authorizing the leave.. i guess i had the signature forged..hehe.. ok... ..last post was about breaking up with my friend cum boyfriend cum friend right??

well i did it. told him nicely i thought the dynamics of the relationship worked better in a friendship state than anything else and i wud like to redefine the whole thing and take us 3 months back. he was cool about the whole thing, still calling me and all that.. we even hung out(with others of course) and then suddenly he's taking the piss!

dude is acting like a 3 year old.. talking to me anyhow.. doing all that thrash talking boys like to do(no offense to guys), being the first one to diss me, and all that bull crap!

am so pissed right now, am not even going to mind my language! dude is straight out of his mind!
i cant even believe that for a quarter of a second i thot he was grown and matured.. like for God sakes ure friggin22!! grow up already!

i have let other guys down and they didnt resort to that.. u might as well take a gun and put it to my head! issh!

never been so angry in a long time.. and i dont even need this right now.. its taking up valuable space in my head.. i should be bothered about other stuff not dumbos!!

12 comments:

Chari said...

ehmm....u werent minding ur language and u didnt swear? sheeessh i feel like the effing pope right now...of which in ma mind....bitterness makes kids out of the maturest of persons...

o yea I was first bdw, or is this a wrong time?

zara (my alter ego) said...

chari.. blive me.. i was thinking of a lot of swear words.. wondering how i didnt type them.. or i was scared of blogger censoring me..lol.. anyways.. u are first! lol

Abujamaiden said...

That means you did the right thing leaving him. If he uses trash language to you then, YOU SHOULD BE DONE as in you know what he's made of!

IDK said...

i'm with chari on this one...he's jus bein bitter, he'll get over it..jus give him time...hang in there babe:P

zara (my alter ego) said...

abujamaiden: yeah imagine! i guess i gave him too much credit.
idk: ohh he can have all the time he needs cos am soooo done!!

i hate sounding bitter but i am major pissed.. but shit happens!

Rita said...

take it easy dear...at least u've taken a step in the righ direction by talking to him about the relationship...

Dammy said...

Wow! I can feel the venom popping out of your blog page and poking at my face...


Well sometimes, you just need to let it out babe! It's ok...but you got to move on.

Hope you are good?

SPEECHgirl Bucknor said...

who understands men?
who indeed

zara (my alter ego) said...

lol@ dammy.. well am much better now thank u.. that day i just got off msn and was totally stark raving mad! lol
@ speechgirl.. who indeed does..if only he was a real man ma..lol

Buttercup said...

Aww sweetie..take a deep breath..let it out..inhale..exhale..lol..

Yea, thats probably his way of dealin with hurt..he shudnt take it out on u tho, he cant force the feelings outta u!

Sowee hon!

zara (my alter ego) said...

thanx dear! i guess it is.. never had him cut for such..anyways ..lol..ehen.. arent u supposed to be studying...*sigh* what am i ever gonna do with u??

talesandtallies said...

hah... this makes him a worse off friend in the first place!he doesnt deserve the credit.his display of immaturity is jst to say, his ego has been bruised & he cant handle it... I rili think you could use a breather from him