tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6093233157033260152024-03-13T12:36:33.675+01:00This is IT!This is it!
I feel it in the air, no more keeping it in, Letting it all hang out, wearing my heart on my sleeve, that kind of thing.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger55125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-10225241692329617982010-01-23T18:27:00.003+01:002010-01-23T18:32:06.777+01:00You Raise Me UpI was watching the Haiti telethon live yesterday and it occurred to me that I hadnt done anything to help my fellow humans in Haiti. I had only commiserated with them and what does that get them?Definately not much needed medical supplies, so I got up today,Packed all my old books and coppers and marched to OXFAM,and I made my own donation towards saving a child in Haiti.You too can do the Unknownnoreply@blogger.com17tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-15307114448063707342009-03-11T23:58:00.003+01:002009-03-12T00:07:02.460+01:00MY life as i know it.i was going to come here and type up another post, when i suddenly lost the zeal. i havent put up a post in a week and i feel so behind.i havent been here too long, just over year, but i have made wonderful aquaintances and been exposed to a whole new different world and am gratefull for that.letting go was born at a time when i needed to air issues i ws going through. i started this blog as a Unknownnoreply@blogger.com19tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-40636915957583931542009-02-27T08:09:00.005+01:002009-02-27T08:20:12.512+01:00NO TITLES NEEDED!HURRRAYYY!! Am the happiest person i know today.I am a graduate! full fledged! The ceremony is in a few hours and am blogging right before i start getting ready, see how much i love blogsville? lolI never thought this day would come, well not that i didnt, but not this fast. When ure at a certain stage in your life, you keep thinking something is far from you and its going to Take forever to get Unknownnoreply@blogger.com21tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-85119419976580480522009-02-21T18:15:00.003+01:002009-02-21T18:46:21.649+01:00FRIDAY THE 13THLAST week was a Friday the 13Th. Usually people get all hot and bothered(am assuming lol) when a 'Friday 13Th' rolls around.I have been hearing the folklore/urban legend/myth for a while now but i didn't know what to make of it, considering nothing spectacular nor bad has ever happened to me on that date.Ever heard of the Knights Templar?Ever read the da vinci code? angels and demons?(they were Unknownnoreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-7236317972542186782009-02-15T23:56:00.003+01:002009-02-16T01:41:42.937+01:00The valentine that was.Contrary to my believe that my valentine wud be spent under covers with my novel and music playing in the background, it didnt quite happen like that.surprise of all surprises, i got val-ed(is there a word like that??) lolwell anyways sha, this guy that has been acting all cosy around me lately val-ed me and told me that he truly, deeply, madly(am just exaggerating) likes me and would want to Unknownnoreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-69355710949192661632009-02-13T15:15:00.003+01:002009-02-13T15:26:20.131+01:00These past few days...hey guys!I have been away for a while(short) trying to deal with the circus that was my life.. but thanks to ur good advices i have everything under control again and am ever so grateful. before my last post i was totallly confused, i wasnt sure what to do, so i had to put it out there and you all adviced me to put it out there, to talk to my friend, well i did and wow! if we all get such Unknownnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-84786362400880615542009-02-04T17:21:00.004+01:002009-02-04T17:35:04.645+01:00DILEMMAhi people!how are u guys doing?u guys sure are very good guessers..? lol(not sure if that's a proper word.)well congrats to temite, buttercup, solly(solomonsydelle), vera ezimora(birthday mate!), bumight and enkay. u guessed correctly, and true to form the guys truly couldnt believe that i had my first kiss at 22, i had to be lying..lol..aloofar, dammy..lol!ok enough of that,am not a very happy Unknownnoreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-84700747732012521562009-01-30T11:00:00.003+01:002009-01-30T11:26:43.662+01:00truths and lies!thanks to all those who commented on my last post, u realli gave me good advices and solomonsydelle raised a very important question that go me thinking. well the answer, solly(new short name hehe) is, i guess the friendship isnt at the point where i feel totally comfortable telling them everything(we have known eachother for about 1 year) and am not a very open person, so saying things like thatUnknownnoreply@blogger.com52tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-9363197907302674112009-01-25T14:58:00.001+01:002009-01-25T15:00:36.749+01:00Am I a bad person?I have been having this discussion with my self for a while now and I still haven’t come to any conclusions. I am torn. The thing is right, some certain people come to talk to me about my friends, about their bad character and how something they did annoyed them. And I try to tell them they aren’t like that and it was a one off and blah blah, but by their countenance I know they don’t believe me Unknownnoreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-4123547918527599192009-01-19T23:28:00.003+01:002009-01-20T00:17:32.745+01:00This saddens ME.I was going through a newly discovered blog and reading up on its old post wen I saw a video talking about breast ironing.This is a very old practice in Cameroon where a young girl's breasts are ironed at a tender age sometimes as early as 9 so that they become unattractive to men hence she doesn't become promiscuous and probably become a teenage mother!. word??!! It didn't make sense to me and iUnknownnoreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-27707368207496617552009-01-15T00:40:00.005+01:002009-01-15T01:08:02.941+01:00its my birthday and could cry if i want to!!i actually had a post all written up, ready to be typed and posted here, but preceding events cant let me put it up here no more. am so happy today! a birthday is the day for the celebrant to feel joyful, fulfilled and loved and i totally feel all that and more here today! i feel so happy i could go around giving anyone who demanded one, a kiss! yes! that's how happy i amtoday is my birthday! 22 Unknownnoreply@blogger.com15tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-77992937421100666252009-01-03T12:21:00.002+01:002009-01-03T12:29:29.986+01:00back and refreshed!! its a new year! keeps getting better!It’s a new year... wishing u a happy new year would be a bit cliché and belated but I still would. HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! Hope you all had a fun and blessed holiday. Mine was great. My trip? AWESOME. I needed the time away and my sister’s wedding was great. Thought I would shed a few, but at the end of the day, I was too tired all I could think of was sleep!Thanks to all who dropped a comment onUnknownnoreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-41748714702729642172008-12-21T11:57:00.005+01:002008-12-21T12:10:46.636+01:00THIS WORRY IS MINE.I MESSED UP i did something, i have never done and shouldn't have done. i have been beating myself up about it for the past 3 days but nothing is changing because i cant change time nor reverse it. i made mistakes, but i cant turn back time. i can only hope to forgive myself. i feel filthy,unworthy of anything good.i keep wondering what i could have done differently, i don't know, i shouldn't Unknownnoreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-49154809839039368802008-12-17T21:13:00.004+01:002008-12-17T21:32:39.553+01:00why am i so confused?hi lovely people! am confused!or rather.. am greedy.i have a dilemma.. not really, am just creating one for my self.there are four guys in my life right now.their names are... cute,cool,handsome and fun!cute and fun are in my school and i hang out with them sometimes. i had a crush on cute sometime five weeks ago only to find out that he has liked me eversince we became friends.. cool info rightUnknownnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-51101133234784607482008-12-11T16:45:00.004+01:002008-12-11T17:11:20.653+01:00the MISTRESS and HER.People and things never cease to amaze me, the moment i think i am beyond shock, something comes along to shock me ,again, and again, and again.last night, a friend was having a house party, we are all bored cos school is out for a week, so we hit her place, having fun, grooving.(lol)there/s this guy who i have know for quite a while now, infact they are a group of friends nd we hang out a lot. Unknownnoreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-30588924794626990612008-12-03T17:53:00.000+01:002008-12-03T17:55:32.889+01:001month don waka...sorry!<!--[if gte mso 9]> Normal 0 false false false MicrosoftInternetExplorer4 <![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]> <![endif]--><!--[if !mso]> st1\:*{behavior:url(#ieooui) } <![endif]--> <!-- /* Style Definitions */ p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal {mso-style-parent:""; margin:0cm; margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; Unknownnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-74535649495219156402008-11-05T18:49:00.002+01:002008-11-05T18:58:41.047+01:00WHAT MORE CAN I SAY?What more can i say?At this point where all we can do is celebrate, shed tears of joy(some), dance a jig, holler to anyone who wants to hear(or doesnt) that history has been made.As we usher in the 44th president of the united states of america,(the world), i like to say that the first hurdle has only been crossed, we have to see if he survives the months preceeding the handover, if he actually Unknownnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-40480588774147923122008-10-23T16:11:00.004+01:002008-10-23T16:34:43.171+01:00This type of government!I am an ardent reader of the online news website pointblanknews.com.. dont know how many of us actually read it but it has unbiased news(i think) and it always has details you dont find in the print newspapers.i had recently heard of the closure of channels news network and i was wondering what manner or 'democratic' government would close down a tv station. i went on the net(my only source of Unknownnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-90636397061346549012008-10-14T20:01:00.003+01:002008-10-14T20:11:42.487+01:00i need to.....ARGGGGHHH!!God!! when will i ever learn??.. ok before i start ranting.. i need to apologize for my 2 weeks leave or something... i dont know who even signed the papers authorizing the leave.. i guess i had the signature forged..hehe.. ok... ..last post was about breaking up with my friend cum boyfriend cum friend right??well i did it. told him nicely i thought the dynamics of the relationship worked better Unknownnoreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-83965619124064661702008-09-26T02:46:00.002+01:002008-09-26T02:57:39.618+01:00I should have known better!i should have known better that i wasnt ready for this.i should have known that this just wasnt mei should have given myself time to know if this was truly what i wanted instead of allowing myself to be swept up in the moment.. now i regret.. i hate regretting.. but now i do... eventhough its a little.. i still do. i let myself do what i have always been against... i dated a friend.now i dont Unknownnoreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-86144836489598134852008-09-14T13:28:00.002+01:002008-09-14T13:45:44.662+01:00Am i shallow or what?OK this is not any lyrically rhyming poem but its an ode quite alright, an appreciation of the work of God and a little of man(grooming).so many fine people in this life.. was never overwhelmed by fineness or beauty(whichever u choose) until i got to this town(JD,JAND,LONDON ETC). SO many fine brothers and am not even talking about the blacks, the mulattos are by far leading the race, closely Unknownnoreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-3324761777178685062008-09-07T13:01:00.002+01:002008-09-07T13:10:18.573+01:00howdy do!its sunday!! yippeee.. am so excited the weekend is finally over! never been this happy before.. why this time? well when ure over the top bored, u begin to wish for time to just actually fly and for u to sleep less but wake up to a new day everytime you sleep for just 2 hrs!!by tuesday i would finally be out of this place i so cant wait.. my own holidays would start.would be going to the u.k butUnknownnoreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-68292490168865549972008-08-31T17:49:00.004+01:002008-09-01T16:52:04.921+01:00IN THE SPIRIT OF RAMADANIn this month, all vanities are shed and the cloak of salvation is donnedIn this month, we repent of our sins and pray for eternal salvationIn this month, we try to steer clear of anything that soils the angelic halo hovering over our heads.(sin)In this month it is believed that the doors of heaven are openand that of hell is closed and hence blessings rain down on all and sundry.This month is Unknownnoreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-33020638809829008682008-08-24T15:09:00.004+01:002008-08-24T20:08:45.686+01:00I did find!There is a kandi song that says, "if u look deep enough, you wud find..." i did indeed find my listeners here in blogsville.After putting up that last post and comments started coming in, i knew everything was goin to be alright.I am better now, though i still havent found a way of making my friends listen,:( but a person doesnt have to be your friend to listen and give you good advice or a Unknownnoreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-609323315703326015.post-72185689032491923992008-08-17T16:57:00.005+01:002008-08-17T17:36:59.721+01:00who listens to the listener?I am at this very rare point in my life where all i want is for someone to just listen to me while i talk and talk non stop. not necesarily making sense but just getting my thoughts out in the open.I am a strong individual, independent too but sometimes i dont want to be independent nor strong anymore, i just want to be dependent on someone, have some one cater to my needs, be able to cry, feel Unknownnoreply@blogger.com16